Wednesday, September 17, 2014


When it comes to love, I leave it all to Allah.
I have to admit that it feels kind of lonely sometimes especially when I look at everyone around me. Yet I know that Allah's plans are way better than mine. I guess the only thing I can do is pray and be patient.

In time, things will fall in the right place.
Keep the faith.

To be honest, being single is not easy but I know that this will be worth it in the end. Some wonder why I've been single for quite a long time. It's not that I don't want to move on or stuck with my past. To me, love is precious. Hence, I decided to give mine only to the one who deserves it. I'm a devoted person. When I love, I love with all my heart. Yes, that's the problem. Because when I have no choice but to let go, my heart bleeds and it hurts so deep. I don't want to go through the same thing again. Not anymore.

To sum it up, I'm just too tired of being in a relationship. Therefore, I leave it all in Allah's hands because I know that He knows what is better for me in the future. I know this sounds kind of funny but I decided to write this here.

To the man who I will marry in the future, 
I have no idea who you are and where you are,
But because I love you and I love Allah,
I'm keeping my heart just for you. 
Only you.

I know that I'm not perfect. 
Hence, in a meantime, I'm doing my best to better myself. 
I pray that may Allah ease everything for you and me.

I better stop now before I get too emotional.
Until then, good night.

1 comment:

  1. i really understand how it feels when we get too attached to someone and lost him/her. It has been my turning point of life. I couldnt agree more of what you have said. It was never be easy to be single all the time but yet hope it worth to wait. Dont rush for it because what is meant to be for us will never run away, what is not will never reach us. Allah is the best planner. Wallahualam. Stay strong like you always be ��

    wmi ��